Destiny

I am an edgy cube among polished spheres,
Painted on top - no repaint layers.
Uninsured my mind drives against walls,
The crash gets cleaned ...... but tears fall.
I sit alone at night no more -
The stars have long befriended me;
I want to understand no more -
'Understanding' has deceived me!
I realize a loss, feel hollow inside,
Fate takes turns to cut through me ...
Is it immature to try holding on?
Holding on to a dying tree?

How often does a heart rebel inside?
The conscience ever crave to speak ......
Maybe it is a foolish wish
To hope for that which money can't buy ......
So I don't even dream any more,
'Cause even dreams cost, you see!
Thoughts pent up and dressed up nice,
Masks to hide - some entice ....
My set of "can but doesn't"s is funny -
And I failed to merge love and money;
I am all you should never try to be ....
I am, my friends, my destiny!

The above is dedicated to those who chose to be different.......opted for the harder way........gave their all to someone/something.........and quietly dressed their pain in smiles!